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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Weaver-of-WordsFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Months
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Fri Nov 13, 2009, 1:58 AM
I fall
No will to catch myself anymore
No will to breathe
to see
to eat
drink
I let the insanity embrace me


Sudden air
a chance
a hand of one that cares
of one who doesn't lie
of one who stays
I grasp yet I still hurt


Everything is in slow motion
I don't care to watch it....
to listen
I just want to hold to that hand
the hand of one who never left


It hurts to smile to laugh
but not with that hand
with that hand the pain is gone
I worry
for my past
for those in my past


I give up
I exist merely to exist
and to prove
that I can survive
as I have before


Let me stand now
Let me see now
Let me breathe now
Let me hear now
Let me live!


I will not fall to this
I should have listened
when I was told by the one I trusted
"Everyone leaves"
I know my hand will pull away
they all do
But I can only focus on the present


Try to breathe
Try to see
Try to survive
Try to exist


But I have changed
and I won't be who I was
I can't. But I will survive.




Peace be to all.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: The Rose
  • Reading: The Memories of my Past
  • Watching: My world slip away
  • Playing: with what's left of my sanity
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: my blood

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  • Interests: writing
  • Favourite movie: Rent
  • Favourite band or musician: Amy Lee, Within Temptation, VNV
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever I sing to
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kelly Armstrong
  • Favourite photographer: Carl Juste
  • Shell of choice: Steel
  • Skin of choice: The One I no longer have
  • Favourite game: Kindom Hearts II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sessho-maru
  • Personal Quote: "Lost in the ashes of time but who wants tomorrow"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and Pencil

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Comments


:iconchaos21:
heya Weaver, haven't seen you on in a long time D:

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Betcha can't click this!!!
:iconweaver-of-words:
Yea my computer is broken and the one I'm borrowing I'm not allowed to download anything. If you want you can note me and I'll give my yahoo IM stuff so we can still talk. Keep fingers crossed that I get it back super super soon.

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"The secret is that nothing knows, the secret is that all life flows the all life flows, the secret is that thoughts and hearts are different being split apart."
:iconlotusmaster123:
weaver? To tell the truth you are amazing and gentle wish so though that er could speak more

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Never would I let you fall I would be there through it all never would I lie to you or hide things sure yes its true
:iconweaver-of-words:
huh? Just note me.

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"The secret is that nothing knows, the secret is that all life flows the all life flows, the secret is that thoughts and hearts are different being split apart."
:iconlotusmaster123:
As you say fair lady weaver

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Never would I let you fall I would be there through it all never would I lie to you or hide things sure yes its true
:iconweaver-of-words:
I see. Thank you.

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"The secret is that nothing knows, the secret is that all life flows the all life flows, the secret is that thoughts and hearts are different being split apart."
:iconlotusmaster123:
You are welcome ^.^ :blush: :blushes:

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Never would I let you fall I would be there through it all never would I lie to you or hide things sure yes its true
:iconreenigrl:
thanx for the watch :D

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Yume:heart:Sesshy
:iconweaver-of-words:
Nothing to thank >.> Its all about sesshy-samam

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"The secret is that nothing knows, the secret is that all life flows the all life flows, the secret is that thoughts and hearts are different being split apart."
:iconreenigrl:
ah, I seeeeeee lol

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Yume:heart:Sesshy

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